three shots
31 August 2005

Here are three shots these I have made on Monday evening. The pictures haven't got good since I'm not a good photographer and the camera is also very bad. But the landscape looked wonderful in original...

This shot shows the exit of the little yacht port from our city.


I have made this shot half an hour later. I am in Geesthacht on a bridge over the river Elbe and look in a southerly direction.


Here is my hated car. Before the golf is the bank of the river Elbe. The bridge of which I have made the previous shot is on the right side. I have driven home shortly after this, the temptation was too greatly to slide the car into the river.

This was a joke, I would never soil the landscape with garbage. ;)


nightmares

I had an evil nightmare tonight.
Within the last few days I haven't slept almost at all, I was very tired but I couldn't fall asleep. Yesterday afternoon, am fallen asleep and first woken up after over twelve hours. I usually sleep for about four to five hours.

Perhaps this sounds very strange, I often dream things which are so or so similarly realized. Sometimes I think I am not quite normal.

At full moon I speak very clearly in the sleep and you can understand every single word. Sometimes I'm away at full moon as a sleepwalker, too. I notice nothing of these small excursions and can't remember it.

This makes me uncertain very much and I don't know what I shall think of it.


my opinion
27 August 2005

I was against the war in Iraq but I have changed my opinion months ago.
Fuck the liberals from our city! Fuck! They are very cowardly.
My friends are of a different opinion like me but they stood by me. Thanks!
My nose is broken but I still have my own opinion!


Made in Germany
25 August 2005

Tomorrow I have my Golf one week, on Friday I had become the car from the dealer. On the same day I already had problems with my car.

I went to the workshop on Monday and the fault wasn't found. At the test drive the defect didn't appear.

On Tuesday the car was in the workshop the whole day. The mechanics exchanged some parts and in the evening I fetched the car again. The same problems appeared on the home journey again.

Today my car was in the workshop again the whole day. I have got the repaired car back four hours ago. On the return journey I had the same problem again!!! The positive thinking hasn't brought me luck.

I am incredibly furious and I have one hour beaten the punching bag in my physical fitness room. I thought I could abreact me but I'm still furious.

I'm sitting now in front of my computer and the lent monitor. Why lent? My three months old monitor is still for the repair at the manufacturer. My television has broken also some weeks ago. All defect equipment is "Made in Germany".

Are German goods nothing more good?


my bikes and cars
23 August 2005

I have experienced much with my vehicles and therefore I write this entry.
These were beautiful but also painful and mysterious experiences. I condemned and loved my motorized companions because they have made me independent.

I have made the moped driver's license in the year 1991. My parents gave me a new Vespa Super Bravo as a birthday present and I have driven the moped for a year. I had only problems with the Vespa and they began already on my birthday. My guests waited at home and I made a test drive. Away I had a breakdown and came home shoved after an hour.

In the year 1992 I made the driving licence for small motorcycles and I bought a Honda NSR for me.


On this photo I sit behind my NSR and check my tuning measure.
I liked the bike but I got backache on longer ways by the crooked seat position. Therefore I sold the NSR after half a year although it didn't have any technical problems.




Then I bought a Honda MTX R2 for myself which was very rare in Germany. Unfortunately, I have only this bad picture of my dearest MTX.


This Honda was also very reliable and I didn't have any problems. With this bike I participated in many motorcycle racing and I broke me some bones. I won also some illegal road races with it and I was well-known in the whole area. In August 1993 I got into a serious road accident and I had great happiness this my left leg didn't have to be amputated. I lay in the hospital for months and had to learn to go once again. The in the accident tangled up car was damaged strongly but my stable MTX had only some scratches. My body fulfilled the function as a hard muffler extremely effectively.
I still had to run on crutches for a long time and this didn't stop me to driving the bike. I stuck the crutches during the journey behind my armed forces backpack. When I have made my car driver's license in the year 1994, I had to hide the crutches in the bushes from the driving school. I would have never been allowed to drive in this condition. I was not simple to go normal with a partial load of the left leg so that it didn't stand out. On my eighteenth birthday I passed the driving test and I told my driving instructor of my crazy deed. He laughed and said, you are a crazy guy.

I had bought my first car, a Fiat Uno Turbo i.e. one week before the driving test.

A car of this size usually has 40 to 75 hp. However, this car had about 120 hp and it was a rocket with four wheels. But permanently broke something at this car. The most expensive was the turbocharger which had to be repaired twice. The side window is broken as I have closed the door of the car! A German proverb, Fiat = Fehler In Allen Teilen(failure in all parts). On slick ice I slipped into traffic lights and the car was seriously damaged. I repaired it and a friend destroyed the car at an accident some days later...

I bought a thrifty Golf 2 with 75 hp ends of the year 1994.

With the Golf 2 I have been in Denmark, Sweden and Holland. I had the car one year and it stood several months in the workshop because of technical problems. The defect in the engine electrical equipment was never found. The dealer made a good offer from fairness to me, for a new car.



My new Golf 3 was all right at the beginning.

In the middle of the year 1995 this car also caused problems and was very often in the workshop. In addition, it began strongly to rust although this is very atypical for these models. My sister bought 1996 a new Mercedes for herself and I got her old car of this manufacturer.






I have driven the old Mercedes 200D with only few problems for two years.

I'm on this involuntary photo, drive to Berlin with some friends. With this car I was often in Bavaria and also on the Oktoberfest.












I bought a Mercedes 200E for myself at the beginning of 1999.

The car is almost the same model as my previous Mercedes, only facelifted. My old car had visually suffered strongly during my army days and therefore I sold the 200D. My 200E had serious electrical equipment problems last and even Mercedes couldn't remove the problems. I have recently sold the car.



Of my new(old) Golf 3 I don't have any photo yet and I also have experienced nothing special. I had already reported from the car.

The Golf causes problems and the workshop cannot identify them...


I'm a undercover agent
22 August 2005

I don't like people these are talkative and spread rumors. Although some stories are also funny and I can laugh about it.

There is a undercover agent in our town at the criminal investigation department. The man has the same first name and last name like me. We both have fair hair, the same stature and size.

For months I have got calls of lawyers who want to question me about regular inquiries again and again. Even my closest friends already had me in suspicion to be a policeman. A half year ago I have it explained to them it's only a rumor. My buddys believe me. I still get calls of lawyers.

On Saturday I was in a neighboring village on a celebration. I entered the place, some people got nervous and threw fast their joints away. I haven't taken it to connection with the rumor at this moment yet. Within the further hours there were incidents of this type again and again.

Then I met a former friend of me and he addressed me with policeman. I tried to inform him about it but he didn't want to believe me. From him I have experienced, who are of the opinion still too for it I am a policeman. Friends from the school, Teammates with whom I ten years worked and even my ex-girlfriend!

I AM NOT A UNDERCOVER AGENT!!!!


the curse
20 August 2005

Yesterday at noon I have fetched my new(old) car from the dealer. It's a VW Golf and I have liked this one very much. The test drive over one week ago has proceeded without problems and the VW almost looks like a new car.

In the afternoon the vehicle suddenly caused problems and the engine is permanent at stutter. On Monday I have an appointment with the car dealer. The best is coming now, I was shop and an unknown rammed my car and did hit-and-run driving. The damage isn't very big but the scrapes are not a advantage at a complaint...

In addition, the day had its good sides, I was with my buddy Matthias by his parents and the father has borrowed me several books. Two picture books over the state Virginia(Tidewater Virginia & Colonial Virginia) and two books about the American civil war(The Illustrated History of the Civil War & Weapons of the Civil War). :) He also has a Remington .44 caliber "Old Army" Model revolver of 1861 at home which he has brought from America. I have shot with this model some years ago, but yesterday unfortunately not.

I have an interview today and I need the car for this job. Actually I wanted to visit thereafter my ill cousin in Oldenburg and I wanted to spend the rest of the weekend by my aunt in Grossenbrode at the Baltic Sea. I have delayed the journey now. However if the car is repaired and I have the time, I make this up.


smurfs and the kkk
17 August 2005


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As a small child I saw very gladly the smurfs in the TV.
But are the animation smurfs in reality hid clansmen propaganda?
It is probably an older story, but today I heard first time of it.
In the InterNet I found some sites to this topic like these

http://www.evl.uic.edu/caylor/SMURF/aryan.html

I knew the Marlboro KKK conspiracy theory and I find it again and again merry, what some humans invent in such a way...


Baltic Sea
15 August 2005


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In the week before the last I was on the Baltic Sea island Fehmarn for three days. My buddys Matthias and Sven had persuaded me. We wanted to stay with our tents on a camp site but all places were overcrowded. Although it is forbidden, we took the risk and built up our tents directly on the beach and we had there a lot of fun. The bad picture shows the sunrise from the point of view of my tent.
The water was very cold but I have taken a bath repeatedly every day.

Every evening we have made a barbecue and after this a bonfire. We have drunk a lot of alcohol, talked about the old days and laughed very much. Nevertheless the next shower was very far away and I made me on the way. When I was at our tents again I said this to my friends "I really feel fresh again". I had just expressed this sentence and a seagull shits on my head... Shit happens!
The beach was blotched with pointed stones and this hurt at the feet. After these three days I noticed a thorn in my foot. My foot has swollen up strongly and I must to the hospital for two days.

When we were again at home, we have experienced that a very good buddy died. Erik was epileptic, got an bout and brought down with his head against a radiator. He died of a fractured skull in front of his wife and his baby. He has got only twenty-five years old.


my boring life
10 August 2005

I have written nothing very long and I begin with what I wanted to do already before my break.

I stole this from europeans blog:

Things I have done in my lifetime, as of today:


() Smoked a joint
() Been in a wet t-shirt contest
(x) Crashed a car (My first car a Fiat Uno Turbo I.E. on slick ice.)
() Stolen a car
() Been in love
() Had a threesome
(x) Been dumped
() Shoplifted
(x) Been fired (Over eighty employees and I was one of them.)
(x) Been in a fist fight (Some weeks ago I caught an animal torturer and...)
() Snuck out of the house
() Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) Been arrested (But only half an hour! As teenager we took a bath in the open-air swimming pool at night and were caught.)
() Made out with a stranger
() Gone on a blind date
() Lied to a friend
(x) Been to Europe (I was in Europe almost everywhere but on still no other continent.)
() Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die (I saw a motorcyclist dying at the age of about six years.)
() Been to Canada
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane (I have flown six times but I have landed only five times.)
() Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() Thrown up in a bar
() Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
() Eaten Sushi
() Been skiing
(x) Met someone from the internet in person
() Been moshing at a concert (moshing?)
() Been in an abusive relationship
(x) Taken painkillers (Only in the absolute emergency.)
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now
(x) Lay and watch cloud shapes go by
(x) Made a snow angel
() Had a tea party
() Flown a kite
(x) Built a sand castle
(x) Gone puddle jumping
() Played dress up
() Jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) Gone sledding
(x) Cheated while playing a game
(x) Been lonely
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school
() Used a fake ID
(x) Watched the sunset (Often!)
(x) Felt an earthquake (No real earthquake but several kilograms TNT are intense either.)
(x) Touched a snake
(x) Slept beneath the stars (A couple of days ago.)
() Been tickled
(x) Been robbed
(x) Been misunderstood
(x) Pet a reindeer/goat (goats)
(x) Won a contest/race (Shooting)
(x) Run a red light
() Been suspended from school
(x) Been in a car accident (I have gone with over 40 mph to a car by my motorcycle.)
() Had braces
(x) Felt like an outcast (sometimes)
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Had deja vu
(x) Danced in the moonlight
(x) Hated the way you look
(x) Witnessed a crime
() Pole danced
() Been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) Walked barefoot through the mud
(x) Been lost
() Been to the opposite side of the world
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying
() Cried yourself to sleep
() Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
() Sung karaoke
() Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldnt
() Made prank phone calls when you were younger
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
() Danced naked in the rain
() Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Had a bonfire on the beach (A couple of days ago)
() Crashed a party
() Gone rollerblading
(x) Had a wish come true
() Worn pearls
(x) Jumped off a bridge
() Screamed the word penis in public
(x) Ate dog/cat food (Cat food and I was about five years old.)
() Told a complete stranger you loved them
() Kissed a mirror
() Sang in the shower
() Owned a little black dress
() Had a dream that you married someone else
(x) Glued your hand to something
() Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() Kissed a fish
() Worn the opposite sexs clothes
() Been a cheerleader
(x) Sat on a roof top
(x) Screamed at the top of your lungs
() Done a one-handed cartwheel
() Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) Stayed up all night
(x) Didnt take a shower for a week (Involuntary! In the armed forces.)
(x) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree (And many other things.)
(x) Climbed a tree
() Had a tree house
() Are NOT scared to watch scary movies
() Believe in ghosts (???)
() Have more than 30 pairs of shoes
() Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
() Gone streaking
() Played chicken
() Been skinny dipping
(x) Been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
() Been told youre beautiful by a complete stranger
(x) Broken a bone (My left thighbone into several splinters, repeatedly my right and left arms and fingers. A cervical vertebra was partially fractured...)
(x) Been easily amused
(x) Caught a fish then ate it
(x) Caught a butterfly (But not eaten!)
(x) Laughed so hard you cried
() Cried so hard you laughed
() Mooned/flashed someone (Mooned/flashed?)
() Had someone moon/flash you
() Cheated on a test
(x) Forgotten someones name
(x) Slept naked
() French braided someones hair
(x) Grown a beard (Never longer than three days.)